Apr 4, 2008

LOVE!!!

Hello people!! I am in a mood to write and couldn’t think of any topic. So I came up with this topic which always puzzles me. Love ….the word itself sounds fascinating. What is so special about this four lettered word? Why does this word cause so many sensations in a person? Why is this the reason for many great things in the world? Why is this a reason for destruction? What is so great about the word love? Is it the word love that is special…or the feeling that is felt as one says “love”. As the word love is uttered, the first thing that comes to one mind is the feelings and emotions between a young girl and boy. Many people say that love is beautiful and it should be experienced during the young age. What do they mean? Love during young age? Doesn’t it sound awkward? Yes, it does.
Many students call Love as loss of valuable education. some say its waste of time. some call it the uncontrollable sensations that arise due to over secretion of hormones at that tender age. is that all true? different people have different opinions, right? so what is love all about?? love....let me just think...
it is the best feeling in the world. the feeling that you are loved by someone and there is someone there for you in this world always makes you feel secure in this everchanging world. And according to me, love has got nothing to do with age. love can blossom at any age. loving is caring. love is strongest friendship. if you care for a person with all your heart, then you surely love them. the feeling of love is awesome. i am glad i am loved by my family, friends. lets love to make our world a better place!!

BIRTHDAY BLAST!!!

The birthday I had this year was my first birthday away from home; away from my parents, sister, uncle, friends, and many more important people in my life. I wondered how my birthday would be like!!! Would it be boring as I spent my birthday in 12th (coz my exams were approaching and I didn’t celebrate it…) or would it be really superb??
Since the time I read Enid Blyton’s books, I always used to dream of staying in a hostel. That was way back in my life. And right now I am living that dream. Staying in a hostel is FUN!! , though it has its share of disadvantages too. The day before the D-day, I attended all my lectures and then came back to my room. I started doing programming as I didn’t make good marks in my previous test in programming. The Andhra regional association which calls itself Andhra samithi airs a telugu movie every semester for the Andhra people on campus. This time, the gults, as the telugu speaking people are called have a blast coming up from Andhra samithi. The “AS” people are screening three movies. That day there was this movie called “anasuya” being aired. I didn’t feel like going as I have already seen it twice. I was sitting in my room and felt what I would be doing if I had been at home.
I studied for sometime and then went to the market with my friend to get some stuff for myself for the birthday. I somehow didn’t like the idea of my birthday approaching the previous week, but I started feeling excited about my birthday. I felt like a kid, I was jumping all the time with joy. I went back to my room and switched on my computer. I chatted with few of my friends and then fell asleep wondering whether my friends would actually follow out their threats of me not worth giving a surprise. I knew that they were teasing me, but still wondered what would happen at 12 am, the start of my birthday.
At 11:45 pm, my friends from vizag called me up and from then on calls started pouring in. At around 12 o’clock, my friends who had me locked up in my room took me to the quadrangle in our building. There was awaiting a lovely cake for me. I cut the cake and then started the make up of my face, the exciting part for all the people who do it and the painful part for the birthday gal. (he he….it is painful later when we have to wash….or else even we find it nice…). After the painting of my face with cake, all my friends asked me to open a gift which looked very good from the outside. I opened it with lots of anticipation and it turned out to be a brick. All my friends were teasing me. I loved the trick they played on me. That’s what friends are for, right? They are the ones who tease you and make you feel loved. After this, I was given bumps. Ohhh!! They were painful. Later , I invited people to my treat and then retired to the bogs as I had to take a bath. By the time , I finished civilizing myself it was 2 o’clock in the morning. I came and crashed into my bed. I woke up at 9:30 in the morning, had a quick shower and went to the temple. The temple was so peaceful. The atmosphere was so nice and warming at the temple. I felt as if god was welcoming me to the temple and wishing me on my birthday. the feeling was awesome. After a quick chat with my friend (god….ob), I rushed to the class. The class was good. It was a class of programming. I started feeling really hungry in the class. With lots of expectations and hopes, I rushed to the mess after the class to find the slimy and stale food. This dampened my mood. On my special day, at home all my favorite food items were made and I missed it a lot…I wished I could have been at home. Finishing my lunch fast, I went to take a nap which was continuously disturbed by calls , but I didn’t feel as if they were disturbance. To be frank, I loved my phone ringing all the time that day.
In the evening, sindhu(a friend here) and me: we both gave a treat to all the gults and some of our friends. Sindhu had her bday one week back. The treat was awesome. The food was good. And the best part of parties are that we get gifts…..yipppieee!!!! I still feel like a kid, getting excited at the thought of gifts. After that, we all went to a movie which is again aired by Andhra samithi. The day was awesome. I had lots of fun. Ohhhh! Yeah…. I forgot to mention to you that my mother called my friends and asked them to decorate my room with balloons and buy me a birthday cake. This was her loving way of giving me surprise. I loved the cake part. I felt so happy after a lot of days…..so lovely.. I just wish I could spend my birthdays every day like this!!! But what to do, we have to get back to reality, which I don’t like at all. I just love to live in my dreams!!!

Mar 28, 2008

The Lost Hope!!!

Announced is the time for distribution,
Tense is the moment with frustration.

Taking my cycle, I went to the venue;
All the time praying that my marks wont be few.

On approaching the destination,
My heart raced with aggravation.

At last, my turn came;
And called out was my name.

Is it av minus?
Is it av plus?

Only thing in mind,
Thoughts fully bind.

Seeing the paper,
Made my feelings hamper.

This made me curse my fate,
Which made ill-luck my mate.

Lost was my hope,
Which is the soul of life!!!!!

Mar 1, 2008

DECISION!!!

When we reach a forked end,
Advices are lend.
Opportunities are weighed,
Negatives are laid.
Analysis is done,
Thoughts are ton.
Brain is racked,
Head is cracked.
Only one thing in mind,
What is right?
We tend to get confused,
and at the same time amused.
Atlast, taken is the decision!!
No regret over it, thats precision!!!!

Dec 21, 2007

hey!!! am back with a bang!!!!

hello people!!!! i am back after a long time....its been a while since i blogged....i missed blogging....quite a lot of incidents took place in the past 5 months of my life....i joined in bits pilani....its a wonderful college........i love hostel life.....i miss my family but this is also quite good.....and i met my sister after two long years......its a nice feeling to be together again....the whole family.....we are together after a very long time....and i wonder when will we be together again......caught in the world's swing all of us are separated.....education,job whatever might be the reason....we are made to swing to the tunes of life...world.....in this competitive world everyone's set to make their mark......phew!!!! people take a break and see what all of you are missing....all of us are missing little little things which bring joy to us.....hey!!!! i seem to be speaking philosophy...let me take a break....i am home to enjoy my holidays...and take a break from the busy schedule which i have......all of u people also do take breaks sometimes and enjoy small moments.......bye ...will meet u all again soon.........

Jul 15, 2007

Great People!!! Great thoughts!!!!

"Some men see things as they are and say, why?? I dream that things never were and say, why not??" This was a quotation from George Bernard Shaw which I have picked up from Jeffrey Archer's book "Shall we tell the President?". It's really amazing to see how great people's minds work. I liked this quote of his a lot. This quote of his resembles many of my thoughts which made me to be attracted to this quote.

so, people never ever stop from thinking differently and though people wont be able to get your ideas, never ever give up.

The Power Of Ancient India

"I have travelled the length and breadth of India and I have not seen one person who is a thief. Such a wealth I have seen in this country, such high moral values, people of such calibre, that I do not think we could ever conquer this country, unless we break the very backbone of this nation, which is her spiritual and cultural heritage, and therefore I propose that we replace her old and ancient education system, her culture, for if the Indians that all that is foreign and English is good and greater than their own, they will lose their self esteem, their native self capture and they will become what we want them, a truly dominated nation."
This was said by Lord Macauly in his speech of February 2, 1835 in British Parliament.
This was how our country used to be. Our education system which we have now is the system which was established by Lord Macauly. The system, the path we follow shows us that we are a truly dominated nation. We find that foreign culture is greater than ours which makes us dominated. As I read the above statement made by Lord Macauly I felt that he had accomplished what he wanted to. He has made India a dominated nation as we see India now in it's present condition. How do we get back the status that India once held? This was the first thought that occured to me as I read his statement. This was once answered by a great person (whom I am unable to recall) that unless the education system which we have is changed, we cannot even think of bringing back the glory that India once had. I think that to change the system of education we have, is not a single man's work. It needs teamwork , but who would take the responsibility? We...the students of India..have the power to do it, but are we actually ready to do this??